arghhhhhh after all the up and down at highland evil-devil land, i resume mahjong at J place and got some "down" damn... however last night thanks to my precious baby who sms me! that's why i always say it is worth me to miss you and love you so much!!!! i won some bucks after multitasking my hand with mahjong tiles and phone sms... hehe.. and that place has bad network coverage so i just focus at my games later...

i am so tired and i want a resign... i need to hand in my letter as soon i think... i just feeling so down and moody and hope not to do any shit at the moment, basically i am farking pissed and in grey cloud. i hope some rainbow to cheer me up before i collapse again. i think i still hate my life much

Luck not at C side, so i lend him and his wife 0.5k this month. His car got sudden need of hospitalisation and i think the other friend need some bucks to travel to work and for food so i sparing N a 0.1k ....

my HSBC limit of 8k almost gone... now i am fully rely on my amex and diners...

i still have my mp4 player waiting in line and my budget to Cambodia and Phuket soon.

If not because i had bought the ticket, i will resign by now so that i can relax and skip my allocation of budget headache by now.

I am feeling pissed.

I hate you for training me to stay in peace-out mood.

I miss my rainbow.